I AM GETTING OLDER......

Time: 0019 Date: 220509

“Selamat Hari Jadi.. Ma doakan Lis sentiasa dilindungi ALLAH,dimurahkan rezeki dan diberkati ALLAH S.W.T. Semoga Lis semakin bijak dan matang dalam segala hal. Lis orang pertama yang ALLAH beri pada mama untuk mencurahkan kasih sayang sebagai ibu.. dan lis yang pertama yang buat hidup mama lebih bermakna.. Take best care ; )

I had received 1 message and that was my mom. She was a 5th person wish me birthday.. Normally, she is the 1st person will wish me lovely. Maybe because this time birthday wish a bit long. And she wants to take a few times to type it (this is not my mom answer but my theory). I read it 2 times and my tears down without my attention. I want to reply n say thanks to her but I can’t. So, I decide to call her in the morning before I’m going for work.

Time: 0827 Date: 220509

I heard the phone ringing. I pick up but still sleepy..

Mom : tido lg?

Me : nope. dah bangun. Tengah siap2 nak pegi keje.(normally, I’m not speak frankly
when I’m still sleepy)

Mom : dapat mesej mama bagi smlm?

Me : dapat… emmm.. mama, lis dah lambat. nak gerak pegi keje ni.

Mom : Ok. Take care..

Me : Ok. Bye..

I’m not being rude to her. I just don’t want she says something will make my tears down again.

Time: 0946 Date: 220509

As usual I’m late for work. At office, everything looks normal. Open my email n shows 21 unread message. Most of them is birthday wishes from fb+ms+fs. After 2 hours getting busy with works

Time: 1715 Date: 220509

Khalid gonna treat me Sushi King. I try to remind myself to not eat a lot because tonite I have a big dinner with others. Even though I love sushi so much. I only eat 4 plate.Edamame+Ebi Ten+Ebi Fry+Tuna Mayo. I think enough for my stomach space to have dinner tonite.

Thanks Khalid ; )

Time: 2124 Date: 220509

Linna,Ila n Jon fetch me at KLCC. They want bring me somewhere I really don’t know. They send me back home. Ask me to change my clothes.

I have 5 mins to change a clothes!

On time. Linna push Ila to drive faster. Ila just got her driving licenses about a month but she’s not bad (ila, jangan bangga diri sangat aku puji ko ni. Lepas tu nak bawak lelaju. Igt P di bahagian depan n belakang kereta ko tu)

Time: 2208 Date: 220509

Arriving at the place they want treats me. Sabak – Steamboat & BBQ

Ila drop Linna n me first while Ila and Jon find a parking. Linna takes me to toilet and she wants grooming me like she did to Ila and herself too. We’re done. We’re heading to the table. Already reserve by them. I’m sitting and wondering who else will be joining us. I taught only four of us tonite. But still have 6 empty seat at our table. I’m asking Linna..

Me : byk kerusi ni sape lg yg nk duduk? (counting the seat)

Linna : ko jgn risau.. geng2 kite la..

Me : sape je?

Linna : shikin, pupa, kiki…

Me : huh? Biar btol??

Linna : (smile) jap lg ade org yg akan mengacarakan majlis ni.

Me : jon?

Linna : tak.. org lain..

Me : pupa la tu.. (sigh~ wtf)

Jon comes to the table and he face looks so hungry. Looks like I will be his dinner tonite if a food not enough for him. Ila n Linna comes to me and give me a present. Then, four of us have seat and get ready for our dinner at 2248.

Jeng.. Jeng.. Jeng…

Suddenly, I heard some people singing a birthday’s song from my back and im too surprise when I turn right I see Anir and Lutfi. I’m super duper surprise when I see Kid brings a birthday’s cake. I think I will get heart attacked that time. I’m speechless and what I can do is punch them all. I punch Linna, Jon and the man who behind this thing, Kid. Before all of this thing happen, I’ve make a phone call with Anir, Lutfi and Kid. I didn’t expect they all have a conspiracy to prank me. Because when I talk with them doesn’t smell something fishy.

I FEEL SHY ..........

U guys are DRAMA QUEEN!!!!!!!!!!!

The moment my tears go down….

Especially to Linna, Lutfi, Jon, Ila and Anir… (not to mentioned Kid’s name ;p) Actually, I’m not crying for real when u guys ask Kid to feed me a cake. But that things make fun when u guys very excited ask us to do so and I start laughing till my tears down (that’s my naturally). Until my tears down nonstop. I don’t know why. Honestly, what have u all did to me I’m touched but I will not crying in front of all ;p


Here, I would like to say THANKS for the dinner treat, birthday’s cake and gift. Thanks for everything. The best birthday moments I never had before with u guys… (confirm korg ckp aku poyo giler lps ni… hahaha…)

WAKENEBEB!!! I’VE GOT PUNK”

I HATE SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

U guys are ROCK!!!!!!!

What A Hectic Weekend!!!

What A Hectic Weekend!!!

kick ass mondae to fridae futsal

- woke up early morning but still late came to work (bad influence)

- at office always have time to chat,online,gossips,eat junkfood,etc.. (bad influence)

- lunch time always take more than 2 hours (average)

- tired the whole day juz sitting on lazy chair n doing some fun stuff, it's time to go back! (like)

- at home lying on my comfort zone n continue online till late n sleep (like)

Saturdae nite live

- woke up a bit late not bcoz it saturdae but i have to work at 2.30pm at PWTC@smartkids event (hate)

- at the place im a bit blur coz actually i dunno what to do when i saw too many people n kids at our booth (hate)

- after couple hour i juz find out something fun to do during the events. i've joined the groups of kid colouring 'batik' (like)

- it gets bored when fun stuff not longer anymore n i become hungry (average)

- go around the booth wif sample of food, candy, chocs, sweets n try all that (like)

- at nite hang out with oldskulmate till late nite n they have plan to go karaoke tomorrow morning (like but impossibble to LINNA to wake up early morn)

- time to sleep at my comfort zone (like)


Sundae chocolate

- SUDDENLY wake up early morning n guess what? LINNA going to fetch us (like)

- and IMPOSSIBLE when we go to EDE house he still sleeping. EDE takes LINNA bad attitude n LINNA takes EDE good attitude (like)

- times to rock n rolla but hungry (like)

- chill out n going to our cribs but some of them have their date ;p (average)

- 'masa tido indah lelapku' (like)


* mondae comes again n have to face the same thing, same people, same place n i juz can't wait fridae come ;)

What A Hectic Weekend!!!

mondae- woke up early morning but still late come to work (bad influence)

hi all..
a lots of sorry from me coz im not updating my blog for long time.. if im not mistaken my last blog is on valentine's day aite?? i thought my blog website got some problem to sign in when i've checked everyday in my office.. but my server at office is sucks!!!! AArgghhh!!! Damn! i can't write anything.. a lots of thing i want to share but this fucking server at my office ruin my mood to write.. anyway.. im still can do this..

Color of Life

Life is not about the way u find a happiness. Once u lost other happiness u get another happiness. Life is not about to decide our choice or not to have any choices. Obviously, life is not same like a film. Quite, screaming, crying, laughing and hiding doesn't make u can run away from the pain that u feel it. The important of life is not just ur objective but is a about ur journey. Dare to through it or dare to letting go...


* Lately, my mind just can't thinking well. My life just spontaneously happen. No steady future thinking. A lots of people, friend n everyone who take a good care of me doesn't agree with what i've decided for my journey life. When i started a word to say about what i'm gonna do in my life after this.

My journey life just go on spontaneously without any plan. I know what words came out from their big mouth. Everyone give the same words, same thinking. But it doesn't matter for me and it doesn't mean i don't care about what they've said. Just take a positive side, probably and absolutely they're right.

In this moment, im really happy what my life just go through and bring me as far. Even i have faces too many problem and obstacle to get what i wanna do. Thanx god always beside me. I hope u guys still with me too. Still standing besides me. Pray for me. For the good and great thing...

I love all people who used to have in my life coz u guys had colered my life from colorless to wonderful color i ever had..

THANKS AGAIN FOR ALLOF U!

Valentine is just around the corner. I bet u all the couple will bz planning their dates on the special day. For sure, they will having a great diner, sweet gift, lust kisses with a romantic mode, wonderful place and for extra credit, lovely song...

I have something in my mind that i have been thinking quite long when someone propose me to be his special in his life... So many question i ask for my self..

Sometimes, the person we love always make us sick. It realize us how hard to find a real love from a person who really love us with all of their heart. When u find some one u think he/she is the person u love, does u u give all of ur trust and love to him?

* My friends bought me a ring yesterday when i company him to survey a place n gift for a valentine's date. He bought it without my attention. Actually this is the 1st time someone give me a ring and honestly i never wear a ring in my life.. huhuhu.. pity me.. But for me this is a sweet thing, sweet gift from a friends eventhough we always fight, argue something we don't like to share. I'm almost tears my drop in front of him but it never happen.. Fuhh!! Almost.. Damn!! I never celebrate Valentine's day in my life. So, is not about celebration for love couple, couple in love, married o what eva but this is for a sweet friends too.. Anyway, thanx a lot _ _ _ _ coz bring me to life n treat me as a girl.. HAHHAHA..

Put Urself in 'My Shoes'

1. Still young need to study but very passion and lust about something i love to do

2. Love to try and do all the things i like but only half way i didn't complete it

3. Want to complete all the things that i've done but something/someone trying to stop u
from done it

4. Always worry about my next step will destroy me

5. Trying to make everyone happy but they didn't realize, understand and appreciate it

6. Always motivate other people but is too hard to motivate ourself

7. Taking care of my heart friends but they always keep my heartbreak

8. Be a friend for long time and at last he/she go with other friends that he/she just met

9. Confuse with myself, confuse with what happens around me. The people, the environment
and the weather

10.Doubtful about our feelings and pretending nothing happen

11. Holding hands with him but kissing with other guy

12. He always has a story to tell me but i haven't a story to tell him

13. Not really sure about what i want but very sure about what i don't want

14. People always misunderstood about me

15. He knows me well rather than me know myself

16. Don't know how to describe myself but i have a friends can describe me

17. I rather be anything but ordinary

18. The truth is i don'tlike them i have to like them

19. People loves me more than i love myself

20. Sometimes i have more than attitude

21. People can see, i have everything around me but the truth is i have nothing

22. People around me always makes me crazy

23. They talk too much but doing nothing

24. My life journey is always spontaneously happen

25. Sometimes i need a space and private time to spend

26. I have too many different attitude and makes people confuse to understand

27. Sometimes, something bad i have to explore and feel it to make my life great and worth it

28. I live for myself. What happen to me is just spontaneously happen

29. I draw myself and people colored it

30. I don't know how to show that i care and love people very much


Life cruel? Life beautiful? Life sucks? Life greats? Life is a sum of all ur choices. What's ur view in ur life...